{"product_id":"heart-eyes","title":"Heart Eyes","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"a-text-bold a-text-italic desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eShe saved me once.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eShe probably doesn’t remember.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eI can’t forget her.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eFourteen years ago, when we were small, I was starving.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eNot just my stomach rumbling, but hungry for kindness. For someone to look at me like I mattered.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"a-text-italic desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eShe did.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eUntil she couldn’t look at me at all.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eI learned how to survive without being wanted in foster home after foster home. Holding on to my memories of her. Of how she saw me as more than\u003cspan\u003e \u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan class=\"a-text-italic desktop-font-size-20\"\u003enothing\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003e.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eAnd now she’s back in my world.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eBright. Successful. Untouched by the ruin that shaped me into the monster I am.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eI should stay away.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eMen like me don’t get women like her.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eBut I’ve never been good at letting go.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eSo I watch. And I wait. Telling myself it’s harmless.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eThat loving her from the darkness is enough.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eUntil I see\u003cspan\u003e \u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan class=\"a-text-italic desktop-font-size-20\"\u003ehim\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003e.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eA face from our past.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eSomeone who remembers what she did.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eAnd wants to make her pay for it.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eI have survived worse than him. I’m not afraid to abandon any remaining morals to keep her safe.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eMy love for her was born in darkness and fear. A glimmer of hope for a boy who had nothing.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eObsession.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cspan class=\"a-text-italic desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eRuin.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eBut it’s the only good thing I’ve ever felt.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003eAnd this time… I’m not letting anyone take her from me.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan class=\"desktop-font-size-20\"\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eWe now have the second part of the Lovesick Duet with Death Kiss available to pre order as well as the Duet with exclusive indie shop merch too. \u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"The Spicy Librarian","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":53965559923035,"sku":null,"price":14.99,"currency_code":"GBP","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/1000\/4175\/2923\/files\/lovesickduet_eedb5de7-febf-4170-96be-954f1559fa6b.png?v=1788459724","url":"https:\/\/thespicylibrarian.co.uk\/products\/heart-eyes","provider":"The Spicy Librarian","version":"1.0","type":"link"}